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Dark
Chapter 1
It is raining outside . The weather is gloomy though not more than me. I am crying inside. Well, it was still my decision. That’s why here I am in the hell.Well,not hell in Naselle. So, depressed person can also be sarcastic. Well, still the house is not that bad. Two rooms, one medium sized kitchen a small living area with a garage. The woody floor looks clean. I have got the west side room.It’s the darkest one with a window. The window surely does not help. There is kinda like a forest out there. Dark, rainy, cloudy, forest.Now I can die from depression. I smiled and then trembled in horror.
“Nina!! “, Renee, my aunt, breaking my imagination and thoughts, is shouting like some one died or maybe she is dying.”will you come to eat? ”
“Why can’t you answer? “Coming! ” I ran to kitchen. The house is dirty and gloomy and dark,That’s the only thing came into my mind on the way. Renee is sitting on a chair with her famous smile. She is always pretty and young. “What are you doing?” “Do you wanna die of starvation? “, her never ending questions.” I was just unpacking,”I said with a smile. She cooked chicken with rice. I love chicken while I really hate rice. Looks like I can’t tell her that. “So, from tomorrow you are gonna go to the school and please eat,you look like you are dying.” ” Hm”, that’s all I got.
I don’t talk much n don’t eat much too and Renee is the best at taking, she seems like never stopping. It will be a problem. “Nina, you need to be happy.” “If you can’t be happy then there is no use of coming here. ” “Everything has a reason,darling”. “Now I need to go to the work.Take care of yourself” . I gave her a another hmm. She sighed and went to get ready and I start cleaning the dishes.
I, to be frank, feel myself to be the most unlucky person. With physical and mental sickness, my “extraordinary” personality and broken family, it’s hard to sustain.
Cleaning the dishes, i went to my room and found out the worst possible thing. My mother called me!Nora, well, my mother had always been broken and drug addicted and my father is the man with the worst mouth. His cursing and their fighting would never stop. I sometimes felt responsible for that. I mean they were good and and happy. Nora was recovering and they were in love,madly in love. Obviously, my birth brought about all the miseries. I could not hold back my tears,then, aunt, Renee called, well, shouted, “going darling” “Don’t be afraid, food is in the fridge and I will call”
“Be safe! “, Renee is my rescuer, she gave me hope. I can never be more greatful to her but the atmosphere, surrounding is the depressing one. Looks like, depression would never leave me. I feel a strong desire to call Nora, even though, she was not the best and she made my life a hell, I miss her. I resist the urge. I unpack my other suitcase. I brought only two. I did not have many clothes. Actually, our economic condition got very bad at the last. My medicines and treatments, family needs and obviously Nora’s drug made us broken. I can not keep thinking about these. “They are my past”,I tell myself. Finding nothing to do, I went to my huge window. The weather is totally disgusting. I miss sun rays but the good news is it is not raining anymore. Suddenly, I thought of going out. Just maybe, roaming around the neighborhood but cut it off thinking it to be dangerous. However, I did go out to the lawn in front of the mini house. It was really small and muddy with a big rocking chair. I found this funny and dumb having a rocking chair in such a rainy, muddy in one word disgusting lawn. The lawn was approximately of ten meters in length and five meters in width with no plant. I cleaned the chair, wiped off the water and sit.
The lawn was surrounded by white bamboo bricks, actually, the arrangement was cute and very much like Renée ;whimsical. It was gently breezing. I start having a feeling of utmost comfort and coziness. I closed my eyes but then I heard a very large and strong sound,like something huge cracked. I stoop up in fear and saw a car. It was definitely a comet. It looked new,adding to that, it was black. I had a burning feeling of anger. Whoever is driving is a maniac. It stopped just after our, Renee’s house. The neighborhood houses was also small, so, the car stopped very near to renee’s house. Seemed like the driver is going to come out. I had a urge to shout at him but was new. So, decided to just see,who the lunatic was. The driver, well, car owner came out and for the first time in my life, I was dazzled by someone. I felt like a strong bolt hit me.The coming out, closing the car door, all felt like movie clips from YouTube. A boy, um,gorgeous boy came out.
Dark
Chapter 1
It is raining outside . The weather is gloomy though not more than me. I am crying inside. Well, it was still my decision. That’s why here I am in the hell.Well,not hell in Naselle. So, depressed person can also be sarcastic. Well, still the house is not that bad. Two rooms, one medium sized kitchen a small living area with a garage. The woody floor looks clean. I have got the west side room.It’s the darkest one with a window. The window surely does not help. There is kinda like a forest out there. Dark, rainy, cloudy, forest.Now I can die from depression. I smiled and then trembled in horror.
“Nina!! “, Renee, my aunt, breaking my imagination and thoughts, is shouting like some one died or maybe she is dying.”will you come to eat? ”
“Why can’t you answer? “Coming! ” I ran to kitchen. The house is dirty and gloomy and dark,That’s the only thing came into my mind on the way. Renee is sitting on a chair with her famous smile. She is always pretty and young. “What are you doing?” “Do you wanna die of starvation? “, her never ending questions.” I was just unpacking,”I said with a smile. She cooked chicken with rice. I love chicken while I really hate rice. Looks like I can’t tell her that. “So, from tomorrow you are gonna go to the school and please eat,you look like you are dying.” ” Hm”, that’s all I got.
I don’t talk much n don’t eat much too and Renee is the best at taking, she seems like never stopping. It will be a problem. “Nina, you need to be happy.” “If you can’t be happy then there is no use of coming here. ” “Everything has a reason,darling”. “Now I need to go to the work.Take care of yourself” . I gave her a another hmm. She sighed and went to get ready and I start cleaning the dishes.
I, to be frank, feel myself to be the most unlucky person. With physical and mental sickness, my “extraordinary” personality and broken family, it’s hard to sustain.
Cleaning the dishes, i went to my room and found out the worst possible thing. My mother called me!Nora, well, my mother had always been broken and drug addicted and my father is the man with the worst mouth. His cursing and their fighting would never stop. I sometimes felt responsible for that. I mean they were good and and happy. Nora was recovering and they were in love,madly in love. Obviously, my birth brought about all the miseries. I could not hold back my tears,then, aunt, Renee called, well, shouted, “going darling” “Don’t be afraid, food is in the fridge and I will call”
“Be safe! “, Renee is my rescuer, she gave me hope. I can never be more greatful to her but the atmosphere, surrounding is the depressing one. Looks like, depression would never leave me. I feel a strong desire to call Nora, even though, she was not the best and she made my life a hell, I miss her. I resist the urge. I unpack my other suitcase. I brought only two. I did not have many clothes. Actually, our economic condition got very bad at the last. My medicines and treatments, family needs and obviously Nora’s drug made us broken. I can not keep thinking about these. “They are my past”,I tell myself. Finding nothing to do, I went to my huge window. The weather is totally disgusting. I miss sun rays but the good news is it is not raining anymore. Suddenly, I thought of going out. Just maybe, roaming around the neighborhood but cut it off thinking it to be dangerous. However, I did go out to the lawn in front of the mini house. It was really small and muddy with a big rocking chair. I found this funny and dumb having a rocking chair in such a rainy, muddy in one word disgusting lawn. The lawn was approximately of ten meters in length and five meters in width with no plant. I cleaned the chair, wiped off the water and sit.
The lawn was surrounded by white bamboo bricks, actually, the arrangement was cute and very much like Renée ;whimsical. It was gently breezing. I start having a feeling of utmost comfort and coziness. I closed my eyes but then I heard a very large and strong sound,like something huge cracked. I stoop up in fear and saw a car. It was definitely a comet. It looked new,adding to that, it was black. I had a burning feeling of anger. Whoever is driving is a maniac. It stopped just after our, Renee’s house. The neighborhood houses was also small, so, the car stopped very near to renee’s house. Seemed like the driver is going to come out. I had a urge to shout at him but was new. So, decided to just see,who the lunatic was. The driver, well, car owner came out and for the first time in my life, I was dazzled by someone. I felt like a strong bolt hit me.The coming out, closing the car door, all felt like movie clips from YouTube. A boy, um,gorgeous boy came out.
MORNING ROUTINE:DAY SAVER
YEAH….that’s what I want to call morning routines;day saver.They do save your day.A good morning routine leads to happiness,freshness and obviously a successful productive day.I already posted about my exam being over.So,after a few days of no routine,late sleeps and severe dark circles,I am ready to start my new morning routine.I hope you guys also will follow me cause then, we all will have good days.
SO,Good morning routine=Happy World .Is NOT IT CRAZY???
So,HERE’s THE ROUTINE:
For a good start,we need a good finishing.That’s why I will sleep at 11:00 p.m. and wake up at 6 a.m.
Then,wash my face with the double cleaning method.By the way,it does work.My skin is clearing up.
After that,I will pray for my life,day.It’s completely my thinking or pov but I think whatever your religion is,saying your prayer ,believing there is always someone to rescue,gives a mental peace and obviously,peace of soul.
Then,I will need my skin tonic .So,recently,I have been drinking green tea with some other spices and lemon and its helping my skin.so,I call it my skin tonic.I will surely gonna post the recepie later.
Doing all these will take 1 hour.So,from 7:00 a.m. to8:00 a.m. I will do yoga.Yoga with Adriene – this Youtube channel is really good.Following this channel helps.
YOU guys also can follow “Popsugar Fitness”.
Then,my day will officially start.I will study. Maybe at 9:00 a.m , I will have my breakfast. Maybe,later.IT really will and does depend on my hunger.
A good breakfast would be:eggs with bread.
I usually have -Breads 2 + Egg 1 +vegetables.
Hmm,that’s it.Hope you all a good day And let’s follow this morning routine GOODNESS.
Rainy NIGHTS and LIFE #challenges
It’s raining hair and IT IS A DAMN NIGHT.OK…If night is a food(love food!!),rain is the most delicious and striking spice ever.It really does not matter whether you are 13 or 31.Rainy night gives you some “shivering”feeling.
If you are in love,rainy nights make you feel like you are in a movie and you get t that “shivering” feeling of romance.
You lost someone;you are in pain,then,rainy nights are definetly a horror movie,well,atleast a very sad movie,like:A WALK TO REMEMBER.
hmmm…so rainy nights are actually a night of feelings.
Feelings s of love;
Feelings of sadness;
Feelings of “Rainy NIghts”
So,the moral is rainy nights are our own movies.
we are the heroes or the heroines of our short movies aaaaand YOU LIVE ONLY ONCE.
SO,let’s make our movies memorable,special so that we can remember of atleast one rainy night of our life from the thousands.
GET READY CAUSE HERE IS YOUR CHALLENGES:
1.FEEL THE RAIN:First and foremost one at least in one rainy night,go out,touch the rain,feel the rain,maybe,you will found the meaning of life but if you catch a cold ,then,I Am NO TO BLAME!
2.COFFEE AND RAINY NIGHTS:For once in life,sit in the rain ,maybe,on a chair but if it’s a swinger,THE BEST!!It is bizarre but heavenly and fun.
3.RAINY NIGHTS AND MOVIE:Sacrifice your sleep and stay awake.
WATCH A VERY ROMANTIC MOVIE such as Titanic.OHH! Sure you will feel like……….(left it blank.what did you feel?DO COMMENT!!!)
4.BALCONY:Go out in your balcony; sit with a chair and let the little rain drops fall on your face from time to time.
5.DO SOMETHING YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO DO:BE Bold cause its rainy night. whatever you do,rain will wash it away.MAYBE,CALL THAT person or chat with your crush and tell everything!!!
With that it’s a wrap .
LOTS OF LOVEE.
DO LIKE AND COMMENT AND FOLLOW .LOVE YOU ALL.
Sweet n Sour
Everything in the world is sweet and sour.
But we are always looking for sweets and desserts.
Food, sweets, brownies, cupcakes.. All these remind me, well, us of bliss, deliciousness, comfort.BUT,again, we can’t eat all that goodness. CAUSE, WE CAN’T GET FAT!
EVERYONE in the world has a mother or had a mother. We love them but come on!! We, obviously,fight with them.
“Not that dress”.
“I DON’T WANNA EAT”
“You AREE TOOO MUCH ”
WE all have been to these situations.
But at the end, we love them and can’t think of our day without them.
Relationships, actually, not only that” boyfriend – girlfriend“one.. Also. Daughter – mother, father – daughter, food – any person.. Comes at a price. They are sometimes just too sour.
Life is sometimes too sour.
Relationships are sometimes too sour.
THEN WHY GETTING INTO THE FIRST PLACE?
Well, we are made of relationships, sweetness, bitterness, sourness, experiences
Trust me,Bad experiences always feel like an adventure. We just need to survive the sourness.
We need get into life, experience it.
Cause then we won’t have any regrets and imaginations, we will have experiences.
Always remember:
GOOD EXPERIENCE =HAPPINESS AND SATISFACTION.
BAD EXPERIENCES =ADVENTURE
And this is life.
So, Kick your imagination and get into life and if you think that it was a mistake :We always got the line, “Grapes are too sour”.
Cause it’s our f#####g mouth and our f#####g line.
Exam OVERR!! ❤️
Uh huH…
It will be my dream day. On 22nd February, my examination,well, board examination will be over. So,I have made out some plans. Here’s the Most bizarre,beautiful ,funny, wonderful and worthy list of the world :
1.SKIN:My skin looks like a “bad thing” so, I will give some good care to my skin. I will try K-Beauty methods.
Well, specially, “The 10 step skin care”
(soon write about it)
2.HAIR:I will get a hair color and a cut. My god!!! MY GOD!! My first hair color.
Thinking of going copper red. I got Indian skin toned skin. DO SUGGEST IN THE COMMENT BOX.
.karate:I will learn karate. BE AWARE 😈
4.MOVIES:we all love movies. I will watch some great movies
Sophisticated movies 🎥
Gorgeous movies.
Yeah.. I will watch :
1.Time Travellers Wife.. (Is the name right? )
2.Fifty Shades Freed. (Read the books.. I just want to see James Dornan😍)
3.Wildchild😈
4.The Duff(Are you a duff? 😂)
5.Mean Girls. (can watch it billion times❤️❤️)
6.Life As We KNOW IT👨👨👧
7.I WILL LOVE MYSELF. trust me that’s what we are born for 😇❤️❤️
8.WATTPAD….MY LOVE.. MY SOULMATE.. MY WATTPAD… 📚
I KNOW IT’S A BORING ARTICLE.. BUT ITS AN HONEST ONE..I NEEDED TO START FROM SOMEWHERE.
ANYWAYS,IF YOU CAME TO THE LAST LINE, I WOULD VERY HAPPY, IF U COMMENT AND FOLLOW.. AND IF YOU DON’T…….
STILL, I ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️YOU
Ohhhh AnD”THIS IS US ” WILL BINGE WATCH!!!!!!
NOSH GLAM 